I wrestled again last night with that imposing pressure.
That force that tries to imprint on my heart – my insufficiency, my inadequacy, my need!
At dawn I saw that it was my effort to ward off that sense, my defenses and self projections, call it what you will-
They are real problem.
I , you, we all where created to be what we are. You and I are fine- as we are.
What we lack Yahovah (God) can and will provide, general through those about us. We need one another because others have what we lack.
We where made incomplete in ourselves, because no one but God is complete in himself.
Yet we are in Him so he is our wholeness and sufficiency:
That is the mystery of Godliness- the truth of Righteousness.
Thank you for your part in fulfilling my lack, you are at times strong where I am weak.
You are able where I sometimes am not.
It is together we are made whole, not alone.
It is ok to be just as we are now, for that is reality;
That is becoming true.